Later that night,i finished the book "The Hound of the Baskervilles" by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle and i kept in my mind something that Sherlock Holmes' best friend,Dr John H. Watson said : "what a curse for a man to not have a woman to mourn for him".Hopefully,i won't be SO cursed...
Around that time,His Beatitude the Archbishop of Athens and all Greece, Christodoulos died!You can read more here(in Greek,English or Serbian).Fare well!!!
Monday morning : My sister in law gave me her motorbike for a couple of days,so i can move easily in the city!I am driving again and i am very happy!Thank you,Sonia!
While i was driving singing "Getting away with it" by James,i realized that everyone else in Thessaloniki is singing...Greek songs!Hell no,i don't like bouzoukia and i can't stand Greek music!
The rest of the day,i was thinking about friends and friendship,while i was working!And then,Mr T. came!He said it all,so simple,yet so wise:"There are no friends,but you should be a friend with everyone!"Is he right?So different opinions but not even a "friendly" one!!!
That night i tried to watch "Pan's Labyrinth" but couldn't make it!My heavy and tired eyes closed,trying to make my mind forget my loneliness...
Tuesday : Working,the whole day,feeding people who are eating my soul,hour by hour,day by day!Getting in my mind,eating my thoughts,drinking my feelings and sucking my hopes and dreams.Thank God,there is an end,in a year or so!(if you want a piece of me come and get it,the sooner the better...)
That night i spent three hours trying to find a song "the litany of the saint",by Dr Jones(apparently i don't recall the name right,because i had no success in finding it).If anyone has it,please mail it to me(or give it to me somehow).Thanks in advance!!!
Something good happened in the meanwhile!I saw something in my facebook :"Former Republic Fm members are getting ready for their next step...".Yes,yes,yes!!!
Wednesday : A friend from my college years,one of the people i was afraid that i had lost,called me to prove me wrong!People and friends don't forget you from one day to another,even if you think so!Thanks for reminding me that ,L.!!!
Now(03:40 am) : As my good friend L. told me,"life is not in here...life is out there!!!".Now i finally agree with him that my life is not
so starting from Saturday,i am going to spend more time "out there"!!!
Conclusion : Excuse me,but the last ten (maybe more) days i am in a weird mood,working,being and feeling lonely and missing many things and especially people!I guess it's just a period,a phase that i am going through and it will end soon,because...I SAY SO!Just be patient!Kisses to all of you!!!
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