Unhappy f*cking Valentine's night!!!

The past few days i had several posts in my head,stuff i wanted to share with all of you (and i promise i will,the next days) but something happened tonight and changed everything!

I consider my self to be a good man,a "nice fellow",a kind human being(and as a human i have my "bad" moments),so i can't explain this:why every time i am in my "best",why every time i feel happy,productive,almost "needed",why every f*cking time that i don't see my self as a useless piece of sh*t something bad happens to me?

I thought that the best way to let you know is to include the "wake-me-up" note,i left for my parents(with some extra details for you written in the [] ).Read and...well,you won't cry,but you won't enjoy it for sure:

"Good morning (as good as it can be),
as you know,last night i went for a drink with my good friend V.[We went to Diatiriteo bar,where Jon Kennedi was on the decks and we enjoyed every minute of his dj-ing skills!The first drink was followed by a second one,since the music was great and the women were...interesting.]We were standing a few steps from the wardrobe,so we could "blink" our jackets.Around 4 pm,we decided to leave.

Unfortunately,something bad had happened in the meanwhile.Someone had opened the inside pocket of my jacket and stole my old cell phone,my driving license(both for car and motorbike) and my identity card.My friend V.,people from the bar and i believe that it all happened in a second or two,maybe when V. or i went to the WC.Still,i feel very stupid!!!

As i already told you,the cell phone was the old red one.It makes me sad,but not that much.[shit,i just remembered:in that phone i had a couple of messages from one assh*le,sms-es from a man who maybe caused the loss of my favorite radio station!].What worries me the most is that i have to get a new ID card and driving license(s).That's why i really HAVE to wake up early tomorrow!

I am going to bed now but i want to ask you a favor.I know this is not the first time something like this happened to me.I know that lost time and money is not something that we can afford,especially "now".I know that i am a citizen now and i have to be more responsible.I know...i know that there are so many things that i should know and consider,but now i can think of one thing only:i am very sad and angry(mostly with myself)!So,please,do me a favor:be kind enough to support me in this,don't fight me!

Thank you and i will see you in a couple of hours,to tell you everything while drinking coffee..."

[P.S.:I hate violence.I really do.I use violence very rarely,only if someone-dangerously and intensive-threats me or my friends's health,body integrity and/or life.Since i want to be honest i have to share with you this:i can ensure you that if i catch one bloody thief in my hands,if i ever see someone stealing (not only mine,but even a stranger's property),if i find out that someone is having his hand streched and tries to reach someone else's laborious belongings i will bit the hell out of him!I have sworn to my self that i will not stop hitting,not until my hands start bleeding!]

While posting,i was listening to these songs,which relax and "travel" me(and somehow got connected in my mind with this post),and this one,which every time i listen to,gives me hope for "a better tomorrow" and a better world,where life is like movies..."the good wins in the end"...Kisses to all!!